Mise en Scène:
In the smokelight, you are invisible. The crowd murmurs around you, the air thick with sexual excitement. Anticipatory whispers slip between friends, and kisses are covertly exchanged by lovers sharing plush sofas. And you’re almost not-there, sinking into a black leather chair, a good single malt cupped in one trembling hand. If it weren’t for the bluesy vibrations rumbling in electric currents through your veins, you’d hardly know whether or not you exist. But you do. And you’re mine. And you’re ready, aren’t you, my darling?
You watch the red velvet curtain for any sign of movement. A rustle, there? Are we starting? No, it was nothing. Just your imagination, my love. And what an active imagination you have.
In the smokelight, you are invisible, but you see all. In one darkened corner, a young, fit blonde and her lover are working one another up for the festivities. The light is low, but you can see his hand on her pale breast, her immaculately polished fingernails sliding through his hair. He groans low, and she yanks his head back, revealing a black leather collar, a glinting O-ring. Hooking one finger through the ring, she tugs downward sharply. He disappears obediently under the table, and she rakes a hand through her long flaxen tresses, moaning softly as she grinds her pelvis against her submissive little slut’s face. Yes, my love… in the smokelight, you are invisible. And the show is about to begin.
You check your distinctive Girard-Perregaux timepiece. Two minutes to
You’re no better than any of them, but you do worship me properly. Believe me, I knew what I was doing when I ensnared you. I saw your potential, your raw need to be owned and objectified. And I worked cleverly at chipping away your defenses, didn’t I? Small orders at first, seemingly innocuous requests. Get me a drink, darling. I’m parched. Rub my feet, would you? They’re absolutely aching from my pointe class. Be a dear and pick up my dry cleaning, and do have some dinner on the table when I get home from rehearsal. I know I’ll be famished. A steak, please, and bloody. You do know how I like my meat raw.
And later, the requests that sounded more like orders. I’d like a back massage, boy. And then you can rub the lotion into my legs after I shower if you please me well enough. And out in public, at the nightclub: Darling, go tell that gentleman in the Savile Row suit that I’d like to make his acquaintance. He looks to be more a man than you could ever hope to be, doesn’t he? And at home: Here, I’ve a list of errands I’d like for you to run. Don’t forget to pick up that leather collar from Northbound Leather while you’re out. Oh, and speaking of leather… I’ve been craving a pair of those retro-look white leather Christian Louboutin heels. Go purchase them for me, darling, and be quick about it. I’ve got a date tonight.
And before you knew it, you were doing things you’d sworn you’d never do… things that made you feel sick, things that offended your sense of decency and your self-respect. And sometimes you did them with people you didn’t like, or with my other lovers, or people you’d never even met… all because I’d requested it of you. I knew from the moment I met you that you wanted to be devoured, and I’ve had a lovely time making a meal of you. You’ve enjoyed every perverse moment of it, you filthy boy.
And now you’re here, and you don’t know what to expect. But you’ve seen my other shows, and you think you have some idea what you’re in for. Au contraire, silly thing. You may have seen my burlesques, but you’ve never been to the Late Show before, and believe me, my pet, it’s a beast of an entirely different nature.
But you want this, don’t you? You’ve worked hard to get here. The strips of flesh left on your back throb as you remember the agreement we made. Forty lashes in exchange for a trip to Jezebel’s. The biblical irony of it hasn’t escaped you, has it, darling? We’re mixing testaments, but semantics be damned. I take my pleasure as I find it. Your back is still hot from the beating, isn’t it? The bits of ground glass I rubbed into the crop’s keeper have gotten under your skin and I don’t imagine the lemon juice I finished you off with helped soothe the irritation. How clearly it speaks of Mother Nature’s sadism that the juice causes excruciating pain, yet also has antiseptic qualities that will help you heal more quickly so that I can bloody you once again. You sobbed like a child for some time after I’d finished with you. I could hear you from the next room… Please do take some comfort in knowing that I rode my lover to orgasm with your cries of anguish ringing in my ears.
The red velvet curtain rustles again, and this time it’s not a false alarm. The lights fade down on your surroundings, and a spot of warm yellow light rises at the curtain’s centre. The crowd quiets, leaning forward in anticipation. The blonde Mistress in the corner releases her submissive from her thigh-vise grip and tugs him sharply by the collar to a kneeling position by her feet. He curls up around her ankles obediently, sighing with pleasure, his face shining with her glorious cunt-juices. Lucky boy.
And you wait, as you’ve been so well trained to do, my darling. The silence is oppressive, the atmosphere steamy with the promise of wicked entertainment. Your scotch is cold in your hand, beads of sweat gathering on the outside, trickling between your fingers. As the band slides into a sensuous riff, you wonder deliciously if the show will be worth the forty lashes. Of course it will. Perhaps you’ll even be a featured performer.
A moment of absolute still, the air thick with delicious anticipation…
… the curtain parts ever so slightly…
… And then…